Thoughts About Dressing Rooms

There’s something that I want to discuss.

I am a very body positive person. I know that I’m not fat, but I am a bit rounder than I used to be. But I don’t hate myself for it, and I’ve been doing my best to eat healthy and work out. But I love my body the way it is right now. I look in the mirror and smile. 🙂

SO.

What is the deal with trying on clothes in dressing rooms at stores?

I am convinced that there is some sort of aesthetic that they use in dressing rooms to make you feel fat, like the lighting or something.

OR MAYBE, it’s just our own minds breaking down because we’re in a public place and we feel the need subconsciously to fit in with society’s standards. This sounds more likely.

Seriously though, I do my best to combat those feelings, but when I was trying clothes on the other day, I just looked fat! 

Well you know what?

FUCK DAT NOISE.

I’m freakin’ tall, I’ve got nice legs, and big boobs. I sometimes wish that my boobs were smaller so that I could wear cute little bralettes and bandeaus and shit, but my boobs are never going to change, so I must embrace them. 🙂 (I mean, they’re not extremely giant and they fit my body type well.)

And I like my face. And my eyes. 

SO FUCK OFF, SOCIETY, I’M PRETTY! 

;P

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Animal Crossing: Wild World

Just for shits and giggles, here is a list of my current villagers in my town of Kyoto and their birthdays.

Curt, July 1st

 

Pudge, June 11th

 

Vesta, April 16th

 

Gaston, October 28th

Alli, November 8th

 

Drift, October 9th

 

Kiki, October 8th

 

Patty, May 10th

I just got Alli today, but I think she’s pretty. : ) I’m getting back into this game for some reason and I LOVE IT. I need to get a job so that I can get a 3DS and get New Leaf when it comes out. And the new Pokemon games. yayyyy nerd stuff.

ペンギンさん!

So, I just had a Caffe Mocha at Starbucks, and it was super amazing. If I was ペンギンさん, I would have said, “カフェモカおかわり” because I could drink a second one. :3

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So, here’s a list of things I’ve been addicted to lately:

Frosted Mini Wheats

Animal Crossing: Wild World

And I guess that’s about it. Good thing I finished the Mini Wheats last night. I also made a batch of chocolate cookies with chocolate and mint chips for my friend because her dad just passed. But there was a lot of dough left over, and thankfully, there are only 3 left. It’s pretty much kryptonite for my mom and I. 

But seriously, I feel so bad for my friend. I can’t imagine what she’s going through right now, but frankly, I’m surprised that MY dad is still alive because he’s been smoking cigarettes since he was 15 years old, and he’s turning 60 in less than a week. He acts and looks much older than he is because he’s treated his body like shit his whole life. At least he’s not fat, that would just be one more problem for him. It’s not like he has a particularly good diet either. *sigh*

But I’m going to try getting him a birthday gift today since I’m out in Portland from dropping my mom off at work. The problem with my dad is that he doesn’t really care for material things. He reads a shit-load, but he doesn’t like to own books because once he’s read them once, he doesn’t need them anymore (I love having books though, because I always forget the whole story so it’s fun for me to re-read things). 

Anyway, I’m going to stop yapping now. 

じゃあね。